Elaine's Journey,  Love

Hello From Heaven

In my June 8 post, Waving Goodbye on the Way to Heaven, I wrote about the sign I asked my mother to send me weeks before she died and my experience moments after her death. In this blog post, I will share pictures from other experiences I’ve had since then and the stories that go with them.

Angels and Saints

In 2015, we spent part of our summer vacation in Boston. Christy and I visited a few years earlier and wanted to share the history, culture and food we discovered on that trip with our daughter, Courtney. My mother passed on the history nerd gene to me which I passed onto Courtney and what better city to nerd out in than Boston!

We spent one evening walking around the North End. The North End is home to great Italian restaurants, the best pizza I’ve ever had at Regina Pizzeria and Mike’s Pastry where they make every cannoli flavor imaginable.

After a day of sightseeing and an evening of walking, Christy was winded and struggling a bit. We stopped walking so she could rest. As I admired the beautiful courtyard of the Catholic church we paused in front of I turned to my daughter and asked “Do you want to inside?” She looked at me with a smile and off we went.

As we took in the beautiful interior and made our way to an area along a wall where there were a few statues of saints and beneath their feet a tiered display of votive candles. One of the statues happened to be my mother’s favorite saint, Saint Theresa of Lisieux, also known as The Little Flower. A picture of St. Theresa sat on my mother’s nightstand for as long as I could remember. When she died, I took it with me and placed it on Christy’s nightstand where it sits today.

Growing up Catholic, I partook in the tradition of lighting prayer candles and praying to saints to intercede with God on my behalf. I explained this practice to Courtney, sharing her grandmother’s veneration for St. Theresa. I knelt in front of the bank of candles below St. Theresa’s feet, lit a candle and spoke aloud to her and my mother. I asked for healing for Christy.

We left the church and when we got to the sidewalk, Courtney walked over to Christy. I wanted a picture of the courtyard and walked in the opposite direction to frame my shot on my iPhone. As my iPhone adjusted to the lighting before activating the shutter, I saw a light come out of the church. It appeared to be racing toward me. It looked like the light a 4th of July sparkler when swirled around. CLICK. CLICK. I hurried over to Christy and Courtney marveling at the images on my phone screen of the white oval surround by a pinkish magenta shell.

The main image is zoomed in. This image is regular perspective.

Orbs: Spirits, Anomalies or Afterlife?

I had seen other orbs before the white oval surrounded by pink magenta came racing out of the Boston church, but that orb was my first experience with one I could relate to my own life.

There are various theories and beliefs as to what these orbs really are: spirits, angels, paranormal activity and the skeptic’s rationale that they are no more than particles of dust or lighting anomalies caught by the camera. I’ve included a link in this paragraph to a recent article that touches on the many theories. For the interested reader, there are books, websites and Facebook pages devoted to the topic.

Family Reunion

Christy and I owned our own homes when we met. Part of bringing our lives together was to have a home that was ours. In the beginning of 2011, our builder broke ground on our dream home that affectionately became known as The Resort. I drove the short 10 minutes from my house each week while our new home was under construction to take picture and document the transformation of a plot of land once overgrown with grass and weeds and untamed oaks and hickory trees. Christy hit the road in the spring for work and was gone for weeks at a time. I’d text her pictures each week. When she was home on infrequent breaks in the tournament schedule, a trip to the construction site was always on her list of “to dos”.

During one of our visit to check out the construction progress, my father, my aunt and uncle joined us. Christy took pictures while we toured the interior. Later, when we looked at them, we realized others joined us as well.

In the second photo taken from the opposite side of the room from the first photo, two orbs are more prominent than the other orbs. One is closer in frame with what appears to be some imagine inside of it. The other is suspended inside the wine bar. If these orbs represented loved ones, these two orbs must have been our mother’s who passed away within a month of each other. Both of our mother’s enjoyed a adult beverages, so we weren’t sure which one of them was visiting the bar!

Orbs fill the space which was to become our kitchen
The “Mom orbs”

Guardian Angels

A couple of months after seeing the two “Mom orbs” in the house under construction, I snapped a picture of Courtney while she danced in the family room of our home. Two orbs appear in this photo. Were these two orbs which appear similar in nature, the same orbs as the ones that showed up in the home we were building? Courtney believes her grandmother is her guardian angel and has had her experiences involving my mother.

Two orbs hover around the space near Courtney (August 2011)

Signs From the Other Side

This post is about experiences I had – past tense. I continue – present tense – to experience and see things that are either profound or purely coincidental. The Doubting Thomas believer in me grasps at the profound and the agnostic skeptic in me discounts things and explains away the coincidental. These two part of my being behave like magnets pushed together, resisting and spinning away from the other.

Am I projecting my hope that there is something beyond this life onto naturally occurring phenomenons? Am I receiving communication from the afterlife? Is God answering my prayers by orchestrating these signs? Whatever the answer, I hope these experiences continue and that I will – future tense – experience more of them because they bring me peace and comfort.

Has Christy sent any signs, you ask? Yes, I believe she has given me signs which I will share in a future post.

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4 Comments

  • Stephanie MacIntosh

    I love this entry. My sister’s wife, who lost both of her parents and was very involved in her dad’s care while he was ill, asked her father for dimes as a sign. She finds them (usually heads-up) more than anyone I know. She has also shown me several orbs in family pictures over the past several years, and she believes they may be our parents (hers, mine) showing us their presence. I tend to “pooh-pooh” her discoveries of these orbs and write them off as aberrations, not so much because I don’t believe but because I love to tease my sister-in-law! Really, I am somewhere between skepticism and hope. As I get older I hear more and more stories of these kinds of signs from different people, and it’s getting harder to write them off as coincidence.

  • Linda Rumore

    I totally can relate to this blog post ! I also grew up Catholic and from the time I was little my Nannie ( Italian for Grandmother) always would take me to Sunday mass with her and on several occasions I remember looking at the stained glass that surrounded us and it would at times appear like the light in certain spots and on certain scenes would be brighter ! I would say to my Nannie Look …. and she told me yes I see that is my mother she would say my mother loved the stained glass and she is with us ! So I grew up believing and still do today that even though our loved ones are no longer with us and really can’t communicate with us the Lord allows them to send us signs they are well and with us in spirt and in our hearts ! She also told us the tradition of the Red Cardinals , she used to tell me that when she see a red cardinal is the presence of someone who has gone to heaven , so you will know they are there with you and their ok ! Several times after my Nannie passed I would be thinking of her and boom within a few days I would see a red cardinal briefly flying by or landing in my view ! The same thing happened when my Mother passed away, me and my sister went after several months to the cemetery and we were emotional and yes there in our view a red cardinal ! There is no doubt in my mind that heaven exists as well as I’m no longer a catholic but my view has changed , it doesn’t matter if your Catholic or Methodist or Lutheran ! All Christ based religions Are Christian and so now I go to a non denomination Christian Church and yes when I first started attending our church I almost felt like I was going against what my family had preached to me …you now how Catholics in the old days thought ? But Lo and behold the first Sunday service , two signs I received, first was a red cardinal that flew into a tree right in front of where I parked the car then 2nd sign while sitting in this new church right in front of me was a wooden Cross with yes and bright streak of light ! Thank you Nannie I know it’s alright with you !

  • Jill Brooks

    Elaine, I love your connections via orbs with your Mom! The church one blew me away, and the fact that you could capture it was wonderful. And I always felt that you and Christy were meant to be and that your mothers had a hand in that union.
    I watched a Netflix movie a few days ago called “Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind,” a new movie in which Dr. Steven Greer, (one of the world’s foremost authorities on the subject of UFOs, extraterrestrial intelligence and technologies) explains his accumulated and reliable knowledge on the subject. He has a lot to say about orbs relating to sightings of ETs, and how the world will communicate with others, of this world and beyond by ESP and mental telepathy.
    I would love to talk to you about this eventually, but I believe that “heaven,” or whatever afterlife is called, is all connected. And your photographic evidence helped me believe as well. We need to be open and receptive to these signs, and meditation is suggested as a first step, and we need to stimulate our consciousness. We are all connected, whether it’s the presence of our loved ones or ETs. My heart is still connected to your Mom dearest Elaine, and my memories of her are beautiful, loving, funny, and mostly happy.

    • Elaine D Walsh

      Jill, I look forward to having that conversation with you. That pink orb was a very powerful sign. Hard to ignore. I allow myself to be open and as a result I continue to have experiences. Love you my friend. So glad to have you in my life.

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